To the man who colored my love blue💙
You’ve been on my mind a lot lately. The threads that tie us together having been pulling me within – within to the place we share in our hearts – within to somewhere with you. Some connections survive no matter how much physical distance separates two people.
I am grateful you are still a part of my life. I am grateful for everything I have in my life including you💙 For the first time in my life I am working to my abilities. I spent the last few years learning about myself. Healing myself. Letting myself feel the pain I suppressed from trauma of loss, sexual assault and grief. I’ve been learning to let myself off the hook because it wasn’t my fault. I’ve learning to live with the pain of thinking of who I might have been if none of it happened to me. I spent the last few years learning how to accept and love the woman I am today and let go of who I was in the past.
But, here’s the thing. I would go back. I would go back to the time when we were in the same orbit and shared stolen glances. I would go back to how it felt to be near you. I would go back to share my day with you even if it meant I gave up who I am now.
For now, we remain in separation and socially distant. My heart is somewhere with you and body still wants to be somewhere with you.
Until our eyes meet again,
I love you💙
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