Anticipation ~ Blue Love Poetry

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Anticipation ~ Blue Love Poetry
Looking down my blouse
You see my full breasts
Inviting you
To press your lips
Between them
And softly say my name
As you suck
On my nipples
Glancing at my knees
You want to
Slide your hand
Between my legs
And open me wide
For you to feel
My desire for you
Looking at me from behind
You know one day
You will bend me
Over the table
And press yourself
Inside me
One day you will
Press yourself
Inside me
Looking into your
Crystal blue eyes
I see myself
Under your control
I will surrender into your command
And spread my legs
Wider with each movement
Of your hips against mine
Standing next to you
I feel myself
Take your hands in mine
And rest them on my hips
As I guide your mouth
To my breasts
I want your mouth
On my my breasts
When I hear your voice
I feel the heat in my body
Stirring the juice of desire
For you as you pass by
Catching myself
I pull myself back
From the edge
I fear I’ll lose myself one day
I remind myself
Where we are
And it’s not time yet
The controlled anticipation
Makes it hard
To catch my breathe sometimes
Then you look
Me in the eyes
And I know
You feel the same thing
Until the day comes
I will seduce you quietly
With erotic words
I will write erotic words
For only you from me
Until the day comes
When I am your lover
I will write with anticipation
Of the day
When you are free
And the time is ours
Anticipation
Of the time
When you are
Lying in this bed with me
And I am whispering
Erotic words to you
As I make love to you
Anticipating you sexually
Makes me wet
Anticipation
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May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

Note:
There is something to be said for lust. When a man and woman connect on a lusty erotic level, it is intoxicating. The anticipation of being together is actually quite stimulating. As for me, it gives me inspiration to create. If I can’t have sex with Blue Love tonight, I’ll write about having sex with him and erotically connect with him through my words.

I am posting something sexy today to cheer myself up. ‪I have Republican friends who now care more about keeping Trump in office than they care about being a racist or being a good human. It is depressing to think they can’t even see what they’ve become since he took over the GOP.   They’ve always focused on their big houses, expensive cars, fancy clothes, big parties but they were never willing to throw in with racism… Actually, the extremist of both parties are responsible.  Fuck that!  I will never be that.  That will never be me.  People will always come first for me.  I look for the soul in the eyes of a person. That is what matters to me 💙🦋

In my new job, I will be working to help advocate for minority schools & students. I will work to affect change every damn day from the inside.

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Self Care Sunday – Being A Balanced Introvert

Archangel Raphael

I’ve had a busy week. I had commitments every night after work which means no time to write. Today, which is Saturday, was the first day I was able to relax and daydream a bit.

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I walked five miles this morning because my body always feels better when I move. I also enjoy walking around town and seeing what’s going on in the neighborhood. I love to walk because I feel lighter after I shake off the old stagnant stressful energy I often absorb from others during the week. Walking is cleansing for me.

After I walked five miles, I went my local coffee shop for an iced coffee. A group of multi-cultural kids around ten years old were at the table next to me playing Chess♟ It was really cool to watch young kids mixed nationalities, girls and boys, taking turns playing the winner at Chess. I don’t even know how to play Chess🤣 That’s why I love Ventnor Coffee in Ventnor, NJ. It’s a local coffee shop with eclectic people. It has a very warm small town vibe. Check it out if you are in town. After my iced coffee watching the Chess game, I spent most of the afternoon at pool reading magazines and listen to music.

I tend to lean towards being an Introvert. I could go days – seriously DAYS – without needing or wanting to speak to anyone. However, I do try to remember to call my 80 year old mother even when I am in hermit mode so I can be sure she is ok. But, I am completely comfortable in my own company. I enjoy solitude. Silence is beautiful…Shhh

INFJ

One of reasons I’ve become more introverted in recent years is that I hate small talk. Small talk feels like poking myself in the eye 🤣In recent years, I started honoring my need for authentic interactions instead of engaging in small talk. The truth is I would rather talk to fewer people and truly connect with someone on a deeper level than interact with more people on a surface level. Another reason I’ve become more introverted is that my intuition (my internal bullshit detector) has strengthened. I’ve learned to protect myself a bit from being to too empathetic with people. I am sensitive to the emotional well-being of others and sometimes it can be draining for me.  But the biggest reason I am more introverted these days is because I am finally comfortable in my own skin. I no longer need to fill the quiet moments with noise. I no longer need acceptance or validation from anyone. I am completely and authentically comfortable with who I am now. I don’t need noise to distract me anymore.

Yes, I am enjoy my alone time but too much alone time isn’t healthy for anyone. As part of my self care, I’ve been opening myself up to more social activities in recent weeks. I’ve been working to find the right balance of activities that afford me opportunities to socialize comfortably while also maintaining proper boundaries.

Speaking of socializing…I attended a friend’s husband’s funeral on Thursday. I went to the services and spent three hours with friends at the luncheon but I opted to come home after the luncheon instead of going back to my friend’s house. When she asked me why I wasn’t coming back to the house, I said, “Are you kidding? I’ve talked more today that I have in a week. My jaw hurts.” The other reason I left is…that group of friends are hard core Fox News Watching Republicans😳 Well, folks who read my blog know I am an immigrant loving liberal democrat✌️My great grandmother was an immigrant from Mexico; what’s happening at the USA/Mexico border to migrants is stressing me out and making me sick to my stomach. While most folks were well behaved on Thursday, I wanted to leave before they all got too drunk and started picking fights with me. I am trying to open myself up a bit and socialize more but it is also essential I take care of myself by honoring my need to withdraw once I’ve reached my social limit.

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Other news from this week is…I am still waiting on the paperwork for my new job to finalize. While it’s all approved by Management, Human Resources had to revisit my Security Clearance for the new gig. That takes time. Hopefully, it should be done soon. On another note, I am looking forward to reconnecting with Blue Love in the future🥰 He is always in my thoughts. I 💙 his pretty blue eyes😍🔥

If you need Angelic Support this week, Archangel Raphael is a great healer 😇

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May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

Self Care Sunday ~ Spontaneous Movement

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I wanted this Self Care Sunday post to be about movement and importance of exercise to the body, mind and spirit but I am having trouble writing. Some days the words just don’t flow smoothly. Today is one of those days.

I will start with it’s Saturday and I’ve been off from work for three days. I’ve been up early each day. I am active so I’ve walked four or five miles each day and swam each day too. While I’ve been invited to barbecues off-shore, I’ve had no interest in leaving the island for parties. I’ve socialized enough. As an introvert, I don’t really need a lot of social activity. It’s been a really nice weekend. While I’ve had a lot of exercise this weekend, I’ve also enjoyed just going with the flow and not having any obligations. It’s been nice not having a plan and just making spontaneous decisions.

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I will say I am now tired and have a bit of a sinus headache. I was up doing laundry at 5:00am. That’s an early start for a weekend. I was in the cafe up the street eating breakfast with a neighbor by 7:30am. I walked three miles before 9:00am and finished a 60 minutes water aerobics class by 11:30am. After water aerobics, I rested poolside for an hour but eventually ended up in my favorite local coffee shop, #ventnorcoffee, with my MacBook for Iced Coffee by 1:00pm. I got home around 3:00pm and a storm is rolling by as I type this blog. See the below photos from my living room window. The thunder and lightening just started on the beach. The first photo was taken just before the storm started.  The second photo was taken during the storm.

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during storm Acnj

I am tired but it’s a good kind of tired. It’s the kind of tired you feel after you worked out. It’s the kind of tired you feel after you had a busy day. It’s the kind of tired you feel after a whole day on the beach. It’s the kind of tired you feel after swimming all day. It’s the kind of tired you feel after moving your body. My body feels better when I move – so I move. I’ve had a lot of sun the last three days and I already have a great tan.

As of right now, I am planning Sunday to be a complete and total rest day. I am not planning to walk, swim or work out. I may end up lounging in my Chemise Set (nighty & robe) and fuzzy slippers all day if that is what my body calls me do. I guess I will see how I feel when I wake up.  Maybe check  back later on Sunday.  There’s a good chance I may write more tomorrow afternoon.

Midnight Red - C.M. Cooper

Midnight Red – C.M. Cooper

How are you taking care of yourself today? Does your body need movement or rest today? Do you like not having a plan and living spontaneous?

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May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

Naked Vulnerability ~ Blue Love Poetry

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Naked Vulnerability ~ Blue Love Poetry
I stood
Before you
With my heart
Exposed
It shined brightly
Into your beautiful eyes

Stripped down
In front of you
And no longer afraid
To be vulnerable
My feelings for you were
Exposed as I
Stood in my truth
With confidence

Claiming the beauty
Of our connection
As my own and
Finding freedom
In the warmth
Of your eyes
You now see me
The real me
All of me

My naked vulnerability
In your hands
Held so tenderly
I felt comforted
and reassured
By the easiness
Of our connection
I am safe with you

Standing before you
I felt passion
Rise up
In my body
And awaken lust
Between my legs
For you
Reminding me
That our spark
Burns brighter
Than ever before

I place my vulnerability
So carefully
Into your hands
Naked
Exposed
Stripped down
Yet free
Finally free
To say
I desire you
I want you
In my naked vulnerability
I am finally free
To be your lover
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NOTE:   This poem was inspired by Blue Love while we stood a foot apart talking. The conversation was relaxed and easy. Being near him was comforting and looking into those beautiful eyes was a reminder the spark between us could light an inferno 🔥 😍 Our connection has grown deeper over time 💙🦋

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May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

Self Care Sunday ~ Break The Routine

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Trying new things is good. It’s good to break the routine and change things up.

I broke my routine this week by taking a couple of days off from work to just enjoy life. I am changing jobs in a few weeks and my current job has been a little chaotic. I needed a little time to relax before things change so I planned a four day weekend this weekend and next weekend. It gives me time to destress. A break from the work routine is always good for the mind and spirit. Living at the beach, I often forget to take time off and just enjoy where I live so I did that this weekend. That is good self care.

I broke my routine this week by jumping on a Greyhound to New York on Thursday. My original plan was to stay over but I decided I’d rather come back to the beach so it was only a day trip. I walked about 14K steps before getting in the bus line home. It was a nice break from reality. I enjoyed walking in different places and I liked being in the city. I also enjoyed the double decker Uptown Bus tour. It was all places I’ve been before but I love Central Park so it was nice to ride around town and enjoy the sites.

I broke my exercise routine this week.  I am a walker. I will walk miles and miles and sometimes even over do it and then my hip hurts. The building I live in has a gigantic pool. It’s the largest on the strip of islands I live on. The building offers a free Aquasize class every day at 10am. I started taking the Aquasize class this weekend and I really enjoyed it.It’s good because it’s a total body workout. I think I may have gotten too much sun and my muscles are a little sore from the workouts but overall I am enjoying it. I am also making friends with new people who live in the building and started playing Maj Jong with some of the women. I like Maj Jong it’s a very strategic game. I like the competition.

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My Saturday went like this…I slept in until 8:00am 😄I took a 1 hour aquasize class 🏊‍♀️ I walked four miles 🏃‍♀️I took a one hour break in the middle of the walk at my favorite local independently owned coffee shop and had an iced coffee #ventnorcoffee ☕️ I went food shopping 🍪 I wrote this blog ✏️By 5:00pm, it was time for a shower, a spaghetti strap nightie, robe and slippers with a movie and ice cream 🍨🤪This is why I can’t seem to stay up past 9:00pm on Saturdays😴 I often sleep through the Tropicana fireworks at 10:00pm on Saturday nights.I still can’t figure out why they had fireworks on Thursday night this week. It was weird.

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When was the last time you broke your routine and tried something new? Consider trying something new this week. Explore a new place, eat a new food, try a new exercise, take some time off of work or perhaps just do absolute nothing instead of being chronically busy.

Break the routine! I breaking routine on this post by sneaking in a Blue Love Haiku at the bottom 🔥💙

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Loving Kindness Prayer💙
May you be safe
May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

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Blue Love Haiku # 7

No Goodbyes ~ Blue Love Poetry (Repost)

No Goodbyes ~ Blue Love Poetry
I won’t
Say goodbye
To you
I can’t
Say
That word
That word
Hurts too much
It’s final
As if implying
I’m letting you go
Forever
It can’t be
Forever
It seems like
It was just yesterday
When I saw
You staring at my
Breasts and I felt
The lightening of lust
Hit my heart
As your beautiful
Blue eyes met mine
As if to say
Fuck me
You are
My aphrodisiac
My muse
My Bluelove
You are
The man for whom
I write poetry
You are
The man for whom
I paint in the colors of love
I create for you
Out my love for you
You stir
My creative juices
With words and colors
That speak
From my heart
Into yours
In erotic tones
I won’t say
Goodbye
I won’t even try
I just can’t
While others
Who care for you
Will line up
To send you off
I will quietly
Set my intention
To connect
With your
Heart and mind
On a spiritual plane
I will shine my love
Into your soul
And set
Your heart
On fire with
My loving intentions
I will
Make sure
You know
You are loved
As I spin
My heartstrings
Around your mind
And pull you
To me
With my thoughts
But I won’t say
Goodbye
Because
This can’t be it
For us
Not yet
Not now
Maybe
You’ll move on
While your gone
Maybe
I’ll move on
While your gone
Maybe
This is where
Our path splits
My heart swells
With love and tears
When I envision
My life
Without seeing you
How will I write
Love poems for you
I need you
Near me
I need to
Feel you
Loving you
Made me stronger
But I also know
You have to do this
I know
Playing smaller than
Your capabilities made
You unhappy and that
Was unfulfilling
We are similar
You and me
We like to
Play big
We want
The wild crazy ride
We want to grow
That’s why I know
You have to do this
And I
Well I
Will let go of you
With love
I will radiate love from
My heart
To yours
I will let go of you
With hope
Hope that
Your soul
Stays entwined
With mine
And our paths
Merge forever
I will pray
This separation
Makes our love stronger
I will shine
Love, joy and compassion
Into your beautiful eyes
Because I know
You love me
I will watch you
Walk out
The door
With tears
In my eyes
But I will not say
Goodbye
I will say
See you soon
Know one thing
My Bluelove
Know
I love you
(C) 2017 Linda A. Long – All Rights Reserved

Everything is always working out for my highest good💙🦋

NOTE
Wow, this poem and the words “No Goodbyes” have been heavy in my heart today 💙🦋 That’s all I really want or need to say 💙🦋

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Dear Kind Sir ~ Blue Love Poetry (Repost)

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Dear Kind Sir ~ Blue Love Poetry
Dear Kind Sir:
I ask you,
my dear friend,
To graciously free
The passion that
I hold tightly
Ever so tightly
Between my legs
Will you kindly
Assist me
With my situation
I try
And try
To resist the thoughts
The wild sensual thoughts
Of you
Tightening the strap
From around my wrists
And demanding
My submission
I expose to you,
My dearest kind Sir,
My bottom
Round
Full
Plumb
Ready for the
Command of hand
To break the ties of my hips
With your powerful dominance
My body shutters by your touch.
I am a blush, Kind Sir,
With delicious fantasies
Of my stilettos resting
On your shoulders
Wild you
Suck my juice wildly
Taste me, Kind Sir,
I will drink from your lips
And source my strength
From our passion
In the tightness of your embrace
Give me solace, my dear friend
Possess me, Kind Sir
I give you
My body to control.
Fondly, your ardent lover.
© 2015 ~ Highest Good Holistic Health Coaching, LLC ~ All Rights Reserved

Everything is always working out for my highest good 💙🦋

NOTE I originally wrote and published this poem on October 13, 2015. “Dear Kind Sir” was a flash back to the language used during the 1800s but with a erotic twist.

Loving Kindness Prayer💙
May you be safe
May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

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11:11 Wish – Blue Love Poetry (Repost)

11:11 Wish ~ Blue Love Poetry
Rising up
From between
Her legs
Her soul
Aches for him
As the flashes
Of crystal blue magic
From her memory
Rekindle her
Sensual spark
She needs him
She needs him more
Than she ever wanted to
He awoke
The power
Within her slowly
And broke open
Her heart
So she could let
Love, desire
And passion
In it again
It was him
It was him
Being in her life
It was him
Lighting up
Her soul
That broke
Her open to
Love again
She radiates love
From the wetness
He stirs
Between her legs
And sources
Her erotic
Power to reclaim
Her sexuality
And erotc words
As if his
Lips could kiss
Her hips
As they rock
In quiet
Orgasmic submission
With the thought
Of his kiss
On her lips
He is the keeper
Of her flame
Perhaps he is
Her soulmate
Maybe he is
Her Twin Flame
But at this very moment
He is
Her erotic inspiration
As she hopes
For the reunion
Of their energies
And the
Transformation of their
Love into the
Physical element
With his eyes
Feeding her soul
And his body
Feeding her desire
He is the masculine
To her feminine
He is
The man she loves
She loves him
In a quiet prayer
She releases
Her wish into
The Universe
With a kiss
As the clock strikes
11:11am
She made a
Blue Love wish
She made a wish
That Blue Love
Will be her
In her arms
And between her legs
Where he belongs
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NOTE I originally wrote and published poem on November 30, 2017.

Loving Kindness Prayer💙
May you be safe
May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

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Self Care Sunday ~ Writing is life

Writing is life

Writing is Self Care for me. Writing is part of who I am. Writing is how I express myself. Writing is how I process emotions. Writing is how I state my truth. Writing is life to me.

Thinking through my Self Care Sunday posts and reflecting on the topics I want to write about is a labor of love and a therapeutic process for me.  I sometime write in my mind as I drive or as I walk and then I come home and let the words pour out onto the page. This process gives me an opportunity to reflect on my experiences from the last week and allows me space to sit with any emotions that may have surfaced. Writing is life to me.

My first love will always be poetry. I started writing poetry when I was 15 years old and now I can honestly say I’ve written over 400 poems. My early poetry is hand-written in journal books. The poetry I’ve written in recent years is in files on my MacBook and published by me on this website. My poetry is about life, desire, sex and self awareness but mostly I write about love – romantic love, self love, unconditional love. I write poetry about love. Writing is life to me.

In recent weeks, I’ve been sharing some of my older poetry from the Blue Love Poetry Collection. I’ve enjoyed looking through my older poetry. Each one I read reminds me of how I felt when I wrote it. It reminds me of that time of my life. It reminds me of that time and space we shared. It reminds me I am grateful for those experiences because they helped me grow into the woman I am today.   I feels good to be authentic and true about who I am and what I feel.  I write love. Writing is life to me.

I am taking a book writing course now. I am enjoying it. It’s been opening my mind to different ways to publish a book now. I was intimidated because I was focused on the traditional route of 400 pages, publishers and hardback sales. However, I’ve learned about self publishing and small publishing companies. Short books, under 100 pages or so, are actually selling well in Digital format. The biggest challenge I have is that I have a full time job that I will not be quitting any time soon and retirement isn’t for another nine years. So, having the time/energy to focus on book writing is proving challenging. For now, I am focusing on staying consistent with my Self Care Sunday Posts, building a following on Twitter under the Writing Holistically name and learning new ways to approach book writing. The reality is writing a book is a long term goal for me that I will work towards over time. Writing is life to me.

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I take care of myself and honor my needs by writing.

Writing is life to me🦋

How do you express yourself?
How do you process your emotions?
How are you honoring your truth and your needs?
What is life to you?

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Loving Kindness Prayer💙
May you be safe
May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

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Our Secret Space ~ Blue Love Poetry (Repost)

Our Secret Space – Blue Love Poetry
The moment
When we are alone
For the first time
Our eyes meet and
My lips invite yours
To meet mine
The moment you finally
Taste my essence
What will it
Be like
How will you taste
Will I be nervous
Or will I exhale slowly
Into our union
And rest into
Our secret space
My heart beats
Outside of my
Own body
I now look at you
Differently
I feel a comfort knowing
You are near
It seems strange at times
I wasn’t looking
Especially not
Where we found each other
But there you where
And here I am
Somewhere in the middle
Of a wild crush
But feeling like
You are a long lost friend
I found once again
Reincarnation or maybe
My Twin Flame
It was your eyes
That set my body on fire
It was a kindling deep within
Part of me wonders
What would have
Happened if we just
Gave in and acted
On the sexually attraction
So long ago
Would it have burned out
Would it have ended poorly
Would it have grown
Sex is so easy yet complicated
It’s never casual
No, I am glad
We were cautious
Too much too lose
For both
I am enjoying the slow build
This affection I feel for you
Yet I hide it
When others are present
I am only safe in our
Secret space
I am glad
Time passed
And trust grew
I am grateful for
Our deepening connection
My Desire for you flourishes
With each new day
Mostly I enjoy
The secret space
We share
Through our thoughts
You are my favorite spiritual playmate
Rest easy in our secret space
For I will connect my soul to yours
One poem at a time
I will tie my heart to yours
With my words
And lay next to you
In bed
In our secret space
I am with you
In our secret space
© 2014 Highest Good Holistic Health Coaching, LLC ~ All Rights Reserved

Everything is always working out for my highest good 💙🦋

NOTE I originally wrote and published this poem for Blue Love on March 4, 2014.

Loving Kindness Prayer💙
May you be safe
May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be loved

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