Vision Of Love – Blue Love Poetry

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Vision of My Love

Can you imagine
My hand
In yours
As gentle
Reassurance
That we are united
In beliefs
That we are united
In love
With a shared
Vision
Of what we want
For our future
Can you imagine
My voice softly
Whispering in
Your ear
Gentle words of encouragement
To remind you
Our souls
Are aligned spiritually
Rooted in the
Soul connection
We share

Can you imagine
Looking towards
A landscape
Of possibilities
Of what we
Can create
From the
Seat of our
Powerful
Spiritual connnect
Can you see
Into the future
With eyes of love
And a heart open
And ready
For what we could be
Even now
When neither
One of us
Is young anymore

Can you imagine
A love like this
Can you hold it
In your thoughts
And use it
As your inspiration
Throughout the day
Can you keep
A love like this
In your heart
To remind you
Of what true deep love
Feels like
Can you believe
In the healing power
Of our love
Can you
Allow yourself
To hold the vision
Of this love
In your mind
And allow it to
Fill your heart
And Nourish your
Gentle soul

Can you hold onto this
Vision of Love
Use it to fuel
Your growth
And nurture
Your heart
With warmth
And tenderness
If you can imagine
A love as deep as this
Then you will know
How much
I love you
I love you
Blue Love
You are my
Vision of Love

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Sometimes I can’t explain the visions that I get. Sometimes I can’t explain how a poem flies out of my fingers in ten minutes based upon intution. I can’t explain how or why love calls me to write but when or how it does, I write. I write words of love. It was words of love for Blue Love that needed to be expressed here today. I had to put my vision of love into words.

I can’t get this song out of my head. It’s my favorite style of music – folkesy classic rock like Crosby, Stills & Nash. No one makes music like this anymore.

Baby Doll – Blue Love Poetry

ArtBaby Doll
I am here
For you
Waiting
For your touch
Ready to
Taste your lips
And feel
The heat
From your skin
Against mine
I wait
In a
See through lace
Baby Doll
Waiting to
Seduce you
Tease you
Excite you
With the
Lust of my hips
And the promise
Of an erotic kiss
Placed softly
On your lips
I wait
To beg of you
To slide your
Hands under
My baby doll
To feel my skin
Hot with desire
And feel
The essence
Of a woman
Remaining on
Your fingers
After you
Touch my desire
For you
I wait
Fulfilling my
Own desires
With you
In my mind
I rest in
Black lace
Waiting
To open my legs
To you
And let you
Into my fire
The fire
You ignited in me
So long ago
Still raging
Between my hips
Beating deep
In my amble cleavage
Pushed up
In my lingerie
Full and ready
For your mouth
To take
Ownership of
Of my body
I wait
On the other side
Of the door
For you
I’ll be standing
There in a
Black lace
Baby doll
See through it
To my naked body
Release yourself
Into my cleavage
And dive
Deep into hips
I wait here
For you
To let me
Seduce you
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NOTE: This was written for Blue Love and inspired by my new see through baby doll nitey 💙😘🔥😈

Self Care Sunday

This Self Care Sunday morning finds me on a train to DC trying to type while I’m rocking back and forth 😂 I have to meet someone at 7:30am tomorrow so I was given comp time and permission to travel today.

Things that made me happy this week were: the absolutely perfect weather this weekend. I enjoyed being outside yesterday. I also went shopping for a new work clothes and a robe. I stumbled across a delicious baby doll nitey. Out of curiosity I tried it on. I look boobilicious in it and fits me really well 😂 While I had no one to model it for Saturday night,I bought it anyway because it made me happy and made me feel sexy 🔥 Who knows maybe Blue Love will need a private fashion show from me in my see through baby doll soon – I like to be prepared and feel sexy 🔥😈Anyways, it made me feel happy and sexy to buy and wear it around the house. Hahahaha 😊💙 I am also happy I am finally going to the Museum of the Bible today in DC. I pass it a lot while in DC since it’s near work but this is the first time I can visit😊

What’s bringing me peace today? hmm? In some aspects I have peace and feel peace in my life. In other ways, things are churning in me and around me. As I allow this to come to my awareness, I am recognizing I’m feeling some instability in my life and it’s starting to feed into feelings of anxiety which means it’s time for me to create stability in my life.

Where do I feel things aren’t stable enough for me? Professionally is the biggest “grey” area of my life. Don’t get me wrong. I will not be losing my job. My job is secure. However, where I work in the “company” is in transition. I’ve been on a long term temp assignment for 8 months. I have 4 months to go. Not knowing what’s going to happen with it is causing me some anxiety. I took the opportunity to initiate conversations around the topic. I am glad I did because things started to become clear for me. As a result, I am now in consideration for a couple permanent opportunities; one of them could be my dream job 😊

It was good self care for me to have the awareness to see and admit the situation I am in is causing stress and anxiety. I was good self care for me to have the courage to initiate the conversations. It was good self care to reach acceptance that I need stability in my career. It’s been a fun ride but it’s time for me to wrap it up. I am happy that this experience is leading to opportunities I would not have had without the exposure this temporary assignment gave me. Hopefully, I will know where I am landing in the next few weeks.It’s exciting and makes me happy 😊😊

My health is not stable right now. I noticed today that I have more energy and my stomach is feeling a little better than it did. It’s better but not 100%. A good flare up of Gastritis with LPR can take anywhere from 6 to 8 weeks to resolve. My Doc called for me to come in and discuss biopsy results from my Endoscopy. I go 9/21. I would be shocked if I had Cancer. I really don’t think that’s what he wants to tell me. I do believe we need to change my meds, I may need another procedure and he may want me to have an Oncology consult. I am not really worrying about this too much. I’ve been able to put it out of my mind thanks to the exciting developments at work. I just want to get back to feeling good and figuring out what is causing this brutal flare up.

Poetry always makes me happy. I Included a Blue Love Haiku on this post. In case you missed it, my last post was a new original Poem, “Return To Love – Blue Love Poetry”. Scroll down to read it.

How have you practiced good self care this week? What is making you happy this week? What’s exciting you? Would a see through baby doll nitey excite you? 😂😂💙🔥🔥😘😘

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7pm update: One of my favorite Gospel songs, “Wayfaring Stranger” is featured in the Museum of Bible. So much to see there on this visit. I’ll have to come back a few times😊 I LOVED it. I also felt spiritually connected there. The Nazareth Village of Israel on the third floor is AMAZING🙌🙌🙌 It could be my DC happy place- I really am a nerd 🤓 Also, I need to read Deuteronomy! Every Bible verse quote I really like came from that book and I loved the 11:11 in this one! The next Museum I want to visit in DC is Newseum 😊I walked past it tonight after it closed.

Deuteronomy 11:11

Return To Love – Blue Love Poetry

Blue love artReturn To Love – Blue Love Poetry
The power
Of a glance
Stirring a thousand words
From the center
Of my legs
Until those thoughts
Spiral up
Into my cheeks
Flushing with
Arousal from
The crystal blue
Oceans I swim in
When you look at me
Words licked across
My nipples
Hard and erect
From your desire
Spoken to me
In sparkling blue eyes
Words whispered
Across my thighs
In your
Deep blue waters
I open
As an invitation
To brush my
Flaming fire
On your lips
Opened and ready to receive
My nourishing juices
Into your soul

If you ever doubted
My desire
Or questioned
The authenticity
Of my words
My love
Connect your eyes
To mine
And feel the power
Of the glance
That stirs a thousand words
Strung over my body
Like Christmas lights
Lighting me up
From within
If you’ve forgotten
The pulse of my love
Beating in your chest
Place yourself
In the center of
My atmosphere
And claim
The affection
That has always been yours
If you want to
Be loved
Truly deeply loved
By a woman
Whose soul speaks
The same language
As yours
And hears
The thunder of your heart
Beat in my breasts
When you are near
Return to the glance
Of my eye
My love
Return to our love
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It’s been an interesting few days.

This poem for Blue Love shot out of fingers in about 10 minutes💙🦋 It was inspired for sure 🦋💙 For today, I take my peace and happiness in writing poetry for Blue Love 💙

Self Care Sunday – Ge’ah

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Ge’ah
She moves
Through me
As a force
Of Nature
Yet
Lovingly
Guiding me
Ge’ah

She dances
In my
Soul
Sways my hips
To the
Rhythm
Of the Universe
And
Divine creation
Ge’ah

She rises
In me
As a Phoenix
With
Power and
Self Confidence
Tempered
With grounded humility
Ge’ah

She is
Fire
The fire
In my belly
The fire
In my eyes
The fire
That burns
In my soul
With
The alchemy
Of love
Ge’ah

She is
The love
That is rooted
Deep in
My heart
Igniting
Passion
Stirring
The pot
Of love and lust
With the
Divine
Feminine power
That is
Within me
Ge’ah
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Ge’ah ~ means strong feminine power in Hebrew.

This Self Care Sunday I call upon Ge’ah to move through me, empower me, energize me and stabilize me as I move through this time of my life.
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If you have been reading my blog regularly, you know that I’ve been working through some heavy dark issues in my life lately. I’ve chosen to share the work I am doing within myself on this blog as my way to heal and perhaps help others through my own experiences. Maybe reading my story and seeing how I am working towards healing will help someone else have the courage to do the same.

I’m not afraid to go to the dark places within myself. I am not afraid anymore. I don’t really feel like I have a choice anymore. It rose up for a reason. I can no longer push it down. Heavy emotions and feelings around things that happened to me in the past have come to the surface of my consciousness; to ignore them would be denying myself an opportunity to deeply heal.

The emotions I’ve been feeling lately are complicated. I feel repressed anger. Disappointment in people who were supposed to love me. I feel shame, not necessarily for my actions, but for not being strong enough to let myself heal years ago. I’m cycling through depression and anxiety mixed with a bit of frustration.

The New Agey folks would say to me, “Forgive and it will set you free!” I say “FUCK THAT!” I’ve confronted my attacker twice in front of people. He’s never apologized or even acknowledge what he did even though he knows its true. I’ve learned not to expect anything from him. I just cut him out of my life like he’s a Cancer. But his actions caused trauma in my life and left scars.

Unfortunately, I have to tolerate the jackass on holidays and family parties knowing he has no remorse for what he did to me. My tolerance of him shouldn’t be mistaken for forgiveness. It’s maturity on my part. Let’s be clear. I protect myself. I won’t be alone in a room with him. I won’t drive in a car with him. I will NEVER sleep in a house he is in and for many years I would not even sit on a sofa near him. But for the sake of his family, who do not know – I’ve never told them – and for the sake of my mother, I am cordial to him. She deserves to have all of her kids together on holidays. My mother and I had a long conversation last year over coffee about those events and how they affected my life. She sat across the table from me sobbing and saying, “I’m sorry” the entire time. But she finally understood. She now understands & respects my boundaries. I will say hello and that’s about it. Cordial doesn’t mean friendly and it certainly doesn’t mean forgiveness. I’ve learned one thing through therapy. I don’t have to forgive anyone who doesn’t ask for my forgiveness or take responsibility for their actions. He’s hasn’t done either one.

What I have to do is let this darkness come up from my soul. I need to let this pain and anger see the light and be released so I can open myself to love —— I don’t have to forgive. As I work through this, I will be writing about my experiences on this blog. I am done pretending it didn’t happen. I am calling on Ge’ah to empower me to heal, release and open myself to love again.

Moving on to another topic, I’ve had long term issues with a chronic form of Gastritis. It’s been really flared up for the last couple of months. I had a Endoscopy on Thursday. When the doctor talked to me after the procedure. He told me he did biopsies but then said he didn’t want to talk too much about anything or give me any recommendations until he got the pathology back. A friend drove me home; we chatted the whole way. I came home, ate and went back to bed. Later that night I read the report from the procedure. It said they did find Gastritis but they also saw irregular cells in my stomach and Gastric Polyps. They did FIVE biopsies. That explained why my stomach was so sore. They called me early Friday morning to find out how I was doing and told me I could be sore for another day or two because they took so many biopsies. Pathology should back in a week or so. It was good thing I was off from work Friday too. I was sore well into Saturday. It’s calming down now.

The interesting thing about this is I am not even that upset or worried about it. I am so beat up it hardly affected me. I never had Gastric Polyps. I never heard of Gastric Polyps. I did have Precancerous Polyps removed from Colon five years ago. My three year check up was clean. Of course, I Googled Gastric Polyps. Apparently, they are rare. Best case scenarios are H. Pylori bacteria or a reaction to a medication. Worse case scenario is Cancer. I’ve made my peace with each scenario but I will be honest I am not up for a big long battle with Cancer. I am not. Game over.

As far as work goes, I have a feeling my project is going to be squashed by Legal or its going to be a big long fight to keep it. I would still have a position in the group just not the project that I pitched two weeks ago. I’ll know for sure this week. Honestly, I’ve put it out of my mind and have just been focusing on taking care of myself. It’ really doesn’t matter anymore.

I am open to the divine direction and will allow the Universe Flow to guide me to right position. Honestly, it’s not really about opportunities anymore for me. It’s about which group would be the healthiest and most supportive place for me to work at this time of my life. That feels like the group I am in right now. The work environment is quieter, less chaotic, not as much drama and I don’t feel taken advantage of by my management as I did in my former role. In my former group, I had two bosses who were both men. I enjoyed working for both of them. Both would remind me what was mine to do(worry about) and what was NOT mine to do (or worry about). They helped me maintain balance. I would be HAPPY to work for either one of them again. Once they both got promoted and moved on, the managers who took over for them did not shield me in any way. They just constantly asked me for more and pushed me harder. I tried to tell them what they were doing to me. They would back off for a week but then it would start all over again. For God Sake, they couldn’t even work a keyboard in briefing on their own without calling me for help. Stuff like that doesn’t happen where I work now. Also, I don’t do those stupid employee engagement surveys with the personalized link. A personalized link means it’s not anonymous 🙂

Having five days off of work has worked out good. I needed more time to heal from the Endoscopy than I originally thought I would need, I’ve been relaxing and sleeping A LOT.

As of yesterday, I decided to call on Ge’ah to help awaken the power within me. While I’ve always been a warrior, I am finding I need some assistance these days in lighting my fire. I should mention that taken to the extreme Ge’ah divine feminine power can be shown as pride and arrogance. I’m not looking for that. I just need a little power boost 🙂

If you are a personal friend, all I really need from you right now is patience, understanding, support, a reason to laugh and maybe a hug or at least a text with a smiley face 😊 Or if you are the praying type, I could use prayers too🙏

I love this Native American Proverb

Native American Proverb

“Landslide” by Fleetwood Mac is for my three sisters. They’ve always protected me and have been my best friends 💙🦋 The song took on special meaning to us all during the last two weeks of Sandy’s life.

Heart Light – Blue Love Poetry

Blue Love Art

Heart Light – Blue Love Poetry
By: Linda A. Long

I blushed in
Your presence
And became very aware
Of the sensations
That took over
My body
When you
Were near me
My heart raced
My palms would sweat
My breath quickened
My words
Got stuck in my throat
As I tried
To stop myself
From proclaiming
My lust
For you
I tried to
Stop myself from
Reaching out
To touch you
To feel you
To kiss you
To fuck you
The more
I was around you
The more
My spiritual energies
Aligned with yours
That’s when
I started to understand
You and I
Were more
Than just a casual flirtation
As I started
To grow spiritually
I started
To understand
The true nature
Of our connection
And I knew it was so much
Deeper than
Just the physical realm
Our physical attraction
To each other
Is an outward expression
Of the mental and spiritual
Energies that connects our
Hearts to each other
Our connection
Is deeper and
It’s more meaningful
Than your hands
Touching my breast
It’s more powerful
Than you lips
Licking my fire
It’s stronger
Than any force
Attempting to pull
Us apart
I stand
Here today
Stronger, wiser and
A better version
Of myself
Than the day
Our eyes first connected
I stand
Here today
Filled with more love
Than I can express for you
I stand
Here today
No longer doubtful
Of your role
In my life
I know now
You are a soul mate
You are a kindred spirit
In that knowledge
I love you
Unconditionally
Because you deserve
To be loved without limits
You deserve to be loved
Without demands
You deserve to be loved
Without expectations
My heart feels
The restlessness
In your energies
I encourage you to
Explore your own heart
Excavate your own soul
Unearth your deepest desires
Until you find
Peace within you
But know this
Where ever you go
What ever you do
Whomever you are with
I am here for you
I will keep a light on
In my soul
It will flicker
In my heart for you
Follow it back to us
Follow the light
To your soul’s mate
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NOTE When you authentically love someone, that love has no conditions. I guess that is what I was thinking about today and it is expressed in the above poem. Interesting that Facebook keeps suggesting we be friends. I would rather protect our connection and friendship by keeping it off of social media…I know we are friends. He knows we are friends. The rest of the world knowing we are friends just means they will be in our business. He’s too important to me to allow that to happen💙🦋

Well, something very exciting is starting to shape up at work. It’s looking like I am winning support and securing funding to do a Grand Research Challenge. I’ve been working all week to win folks over 🙂 I’ve also been working in parntership with National Institute for Aerospace(NIA)to formalize plans. I think I already secured 1/3 of the funding needed. My Sponsor loves this idea and is looking forward to seeing if I could pull it together in our short window. Thanks to NIA; it’s possible. I will be working to secure more support and funding next week with final presentation to my Sponsor on the 20th.

This Challenge will be a big deal🙌 If it is successful, it will become an annual event and could lead to a permanent place for me on the team. It could be the biggest success of my career to date or my most visible high profile failure 😂 It’s a risk worth taking and I am willing to work my ass off to make it a success 🦋 Honestly, it will be great growth experience for me to be the project lead for our team on this. I hope to share an announcement in September, officially launch in October and host/moderate Competition in May 2019. If this happens, it will be the most exciting thing I’ve ever done in my entire career. lol 😊I told my boss I wasn’t getting attached to the outcome and I wasn’t letting myself get excited until next week. He laughed at me😂 He told me that my energy around the event and passion for what I am trying to accomplish speaks for itself😂I guess he was saying I am already attached and excited about it 😂😂

Day four of the antibotic and probiotics. My ears are finally opening up. My left ear opened yesterday. My right ear is only partially clogged. I took a half day from work to come home and decompress for the afternoon. I am very tired after this week.

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Showing Up Anyway

Glenn Doyle Melton

One of my biggest issues about Facebook and Instagram is that everything on Social Media is an illusion. It’s all smoke and mirrors. You only see what the person posting wants you to see. For example, I had a conversation with a coworker a while ago. From what she told me in person, there is a A LOT of drama in her life and her family life is challenging. However, on Facebook, it’s all big smiles, family photos, beautiful pictures of happy times and long posts about her wonderful life and vacations. Her Social Media image does not match what I saw in person. My coworker isn’t the only person guilty of this. Almost everyone does it on Social Media. I bought into at first too. Folks take 35 crappy selfies and only post the one that turned out good. They use filters on their sunset photos so it looks extra beautiful and make sure you only see what’s good. Social Media robbed us of authenticity and reality.

I disengaged from a Facebook a few months ago. I have no regrets. I am still on it because my family is on it and they post photos of the kids there. I also find out where my nieces softball games are so I can go watch. I enjoy that. I don’t post. As I scroll through posts, I can’t help but wondering how did we all get conditioned to think we always have to be positive, have a beautiful back yard or live in a big home? Why is it everyone thinks your life is wonderful if you are eating dinner with 20 other people or checking into four bars every night? When did we give up our right to have a messy complicated life? Why can’t we ever be pissy, have a bad day, be sad, admit our holidays sucked and God forbid post a bad picture of ourselves on Facebook?

This post isn’t a rant about Social Media. It is about a complete lack of authencity. No one wants to own the messy parts of themselves that aren’t camera ready. No one wants to admit they have depressing thoughts sometimes. No one wants you to see their darkness anymore. I am writing this post because the truth is I am messy and complicated lately. My thoughts are sad and depressing. I am worried and scared. My tummy is bloated. I am in pain and I just am fucking over it. Why should I continue to lie and pretend I am positive and happy when I am not. I am just not…

Don’t get me wrong… There are positive things in my life. I like where I live. I am enjoying my job. My career is going great. My family loves me. Yesterday I got to watch my great niece pitch over 50mph at FastPitch Summer Nationals via North Myrtle Beach Park’s field webcam. Tomorrow is her first elimination game. Her team, Philadelphia Spirit (Fast Pitch Softball), is in seed one in her division. They are undefeated in the tournament so far. I hope I can catch part of the game. My nephew is a good dad and good coach. That makes me proud and happy because I’ve been keeping him straight since I was 10 years old. We fight like brother and sister BUT he listens to me. I get through to him and I know I played a role in making him the man he is today. That makes me happy and proud especially when I see him with his kids.

I have an appt with my Gastro doc tomorrow morning. I am hoping for answers but I don’t expect to get any tomorrow since I will need a scope and probably a cat scan. The pain is all around the left breast which is where the stomach but it is also where the heart is. My BP and Heart Rate have been stable and beautiful. Hopefully that means my heart is not the problem. Either way, I need to figure out what this is because it’s wearing me out.

I just decided it was time to be honest and show authenticity on this blog. Sometimes life sucks. These health issues are taking a toll on my stamina and wearing me down. That is nothing but the truth. Why should I act strong when I am not? Why shouldn’t I allow you to see me? Perhaps I allow folks to see me this raw, others will feel liberated and will drop their masks too. Perhaps someone reading this will see I am sad and know it is ok for them to be sad too. Maybe someone will see it’s ok to be messy and afraid. Show up anyway… Show up in life anyway… The below poem is messy and afraid Linda writing authentically about how she’s been feeling lately. Please open your mind and heart a little before reading this. Allow your compassion and empathy to feel what I am feeling rather than judging me. Then you will understand authentically how I feel.

In gratitude,
Linda

Showing Up, Anyway
By: Linda A Long

I can pretend…For your benefit…That I am well
That my…Mind, body and spirit…Are harmoniously unified
I can pretend…That I am…Determined to…Remain strong and optimistic
That I have…Control of my emotions
That I am…Filled with…Inspiration to rise up…And fight, fight
The adversary within…My own body
Undermining every…Step forward…Pulling me back…After every victory…Weighing me down
With worry, anxiety…And ceaseless attacks…On my body
Weakening my mind…And slowly…Breaking my spirit
I only fought…This long…Because I didn’t…Want you to…Think I was weak
I only fought…This long…Because I believed…I could still…Win
I believed…I could still…Live a full life
I thought…I would still have love
And be able to…Share my heart…With another
Joyfully living my life…In a state of gratitude
But…It is very hard
To be grateful…While feeling…Constantly defeated…By a body that…Attacks itself
It is hard…To be optimistic…When every day…Presents a new physical challenge
With little answers…And even less support
Everyone wants to hear…“I’m great”
No one wants…To know the truth
Or even really…Look in my eyes to see my truth
No one wants to…Stop looking at…Their phone for five minutes to have a simple Conversation
And actually mean it…When they ask…“How are you?”
I’ll just go on…Pretending…“I’m great”
And you all…Just go on…Doing whatever makes you feel good
With your heads…Buried in your phones…Too preoccupied for human compassion
Being too wrapped up…In your own life…To really care…About mine
I go on pretending…To make it easier…For everyone…Who says…“I am here for you”
But really…Just want to be here…When I am great…And not when
Life is heavy and complicated…
I’ll pretend…You care…While you feel…Good about yourself
I know the truth….But
I will keep pretending…For your benefit
If it helps you…Get through the day
Broadcasting fake friendship…On Facebook…While phone calls and texts…Go unanswered
I know who…I can really count on…I know who…Really cares about me
But…I will pretend…For your benefit
Everything is fine…Even while I silently…Want to let go
Because I am tired…
From fighting so hard…To be well…It is exhausting me
Fighting alone…Is disheartening
I am just not sure…I know my reason…Anymore
I don’t know my…Reason to fight…For this life…Anymore
And I am not sure…What difference…It makes
I am sorry…If my true thoughts
Scare you or hurt you…
It just scares me… That I don’t know what my reason…To live is anymore
The next time…You ask…“How are you?”
I’ll smile and say…“I’m great!”
Simply because…It’s what you want to hear
Not because…It’s how I feel
Know this…When I ask you…“How are you?”
I want to hear…The full truth…Even if it is…Messy, complicated and sad
Let me hear your heartache…Let me share your burden…Let me lighten your heart
I want you to know… You are loved…And have a reason… To live
Even if I can’t…Find my own reason anymore

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